on my way to msl i walk pass my carpark and car this z4. so cool. i should have walk even slower.missed it. haiz. nvr mind. this is call not fated. anyway it was fun and enjoyable. we won.many of us play out of position. =) like i played GD. but the shooter was super tall. so didn't managed to incept his ball.=( it feels good to be playing ,thou leisurely but gd enough. although sometimes i regretted nt gg for NSL this year.watching them play makes me so xin yang yang.. only if i could find a rich bf/husband. then maybe i will consider to go back playing without wordying on money matters. i can't work and play. i can't multitask. if nt end up i will ruin both. thats me.=(feel so useless, such a failure.
recently i dunno why i keep thinking of us being tgt. the urge to keep fb chat with u. keep thinking whether will we be tgt one day. it might be crush or just I'm looking for one and happen that u came across. I've keep thinking of the possibilities of being tgt with the few ppl. but after all the thinking the result is no to all. maybe I'm just meant to be alone. i, me, myself...ive always say thill someone touches my heart. but i dunno when it will will come true. for a r/s to work u need both parties to love each others. it can't be a one sided thing. for me i guess i need someone to love me more then i love him.love is blind.
I like relationships where you can be both lovers & best friends.
Girls love surprises. No matter how little or big that surprise it. We just love it. It makes our heart weak to receive an unexpected gift from the guy we love. We love it when you show crazy efforts for us. We love it when you do things just to show you love us. It’s a plus factor when guys do simple things that can make a girl smile in an instant.
People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep. taken from:(https://www.facebook.com/pages/Strawberrytelle/215869685114596) finally decided to blog again.. but will be once in awhile kind. cos dun really know what to blog also... haha....
this is me=) from my beloved sister fang. love u many many<3 
is already 2012. and I'm already 24 this year. haizzzz. sianz of my life.. really do hope i could find someone to rely on. use to have netball to keep me occupied, but now not as much already, playing leisurely now only due to my weak heart ..=( maybe is just an excuse. wish to continue play but nt committed . talking about my life..... feel I'm such failure . really hate working. who want support/yang me?????? i just like to work leisurely kind. like now I'm ok with it, but earning just enough for myself, couldn't even help with my family. 失敗失敗!!! talking about love/relationship..... I'm such a failure too.. wishing to be loved.want to find my the other half. but maybe i expect too much.... want to find someone who really dote me, love me..... wish he gt car. stable income....buy for me stuff... wan tai tai life...really envy those sweet loving couples..envy those tai tai.. but also I'm afraid and scared to be pin a r/s, scared to get hurt or hurt the person.contradicting... hate myself, my life, and everything. wish i was not born sometimes. then dun need stress this stress that. haizzzz. guess maybe I'm meant to be alone. single. i really wonder..... sad life.. many thoughts running thru my head. =(((  | =random= | Nov 15, '08 11:18 AM
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random post...
07.11.2008 Happy Birthday Chan Meng=) 08.11.2008-Saturday sally and her friend yun yan birthday celebration held at summerhill condo function... was a nice place.but quite far... theme was Retro or Pajamas... went early with sally to help out in the decoration... met her fren sim ee and yun yan then went to the place... sim ee is a very nice friend... =) she help out really alot... pictures...,
14.11.2008 Happy Birthday Sally =) 15.11.2008 it was 21 & under trials at hougang sports hall... shots- can't make it (how i wish i can shoot in 100%) i think i can't make it... but i really hope i can get in ... haiz=( results will be out on monday, latest tuesday morning...pray hard...
hey jocelynsis, remember night run together.. is nice!! feeling abit down. life have been quite meaningless to me now. no aim.no life. watever i do is halfway. dunno wat i want also ... haiz... i think i will nvr succeed..
| =random= | Oct 15, '08 10:32 AM
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love them lots=)went to CHOMP CHOMP to eat with sally, jocelyn and sally's bf join us after that... order super alot.. super full.. but enjoy the company... i want dessert... was too full so we only order one mano beancurd to share..
21.09.2008 meet up soon for tanning..=)) and dessert=) 07.09.08 - Sunday
sentosa with sally and jocelyn=) -sun tanning- good weather... at first wanted to visit the dentist first before miting them. but realise that if i go see the dentist first ,by the time i mit them will be quite late le... so mit them at mac before heading down to sentosa... we went to vivo to walk walk awhile.. went body shop to buy shower gel...'passion fruit is nice'.. love it=) then down to siloso beach... i'm burnt!!! the three of us looks like lobster now... cheek red red... but jocelyn still the darkest... enjoy going out with them=) took lots of pictures too.. thanks to my brother for lending me his camera ... then we went back to amk... bought the fruity ice...=) yummy!! i'm sure jocelyn agrees with mi right??? thanks alot sally mummy for the gift ... hanksthanks!!=) anyway we three wore the same top 'redbull'... .....more sentosa tanning.....
pictures time:
"1st" "2nd" "3rd" "4th" "5th" "6th" that's the end=) ...07.09.08...  LOVE <3 | ----- | Aug 30, '08 12:32 AM
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FORGET THE PAST, START AFRESH =) | 26.08.08 | Aug 26, '08 7:36 AM
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26.08.08 just took pics with my mummy ... LOVE MUMMY ALWAYS... she is the best!!! 1st pics...
 2nd pics..
 do we look alike??
heehee...loves her to the max... though she always nag at me, but i know is for my good... u are the best in my heart...
LOVE HER=)
 didnt go work today... then when sentosa find yiting bestie... i think i will get lost somehow somewhere one day.. almost got lost in sentosa.. cant believe is my first time gg vivo... cos i have to go the 3rd level to take the monorail in to sentosa.. was so cool... first time..then when in i think i heard wrongly or jus blur.. took the wrong tram.. took green one to tanjong/palawan beach ... should be the blue one to siloso beach.. finally reach and saw yiting.. no sun , so cant really tan.. play in water and took some pics... trying to take the jump shots.. so funny=)  1st pics we took...  promoting our motorola phone=)
more pics in album... our jump shot... mario style... star jump.... have a look in my photo album....
love....
"dreamz to be a little princess"
| 22.08.08 | Aug 22, '08 10:09 AM
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 nothing special.. been working and working... anyway on sunday 17.08.08 had intra-con netball at amkss...so long didnt go back le... played for yio chu kang csc... there were total of 6 teams, yck csc, 5 amkss team.(2 sec ones teams,1 sec twos team,1 sec three team and 1 recrea team)... enjoy myself alot playing for yck csc... the teammates there..=)) love them=)
meet up with yiting bestie for dinner after work twice... =)) love ya=)
tml heading down to sentosa with sally and jocelyn =)) miss them=)
searching for the right one... (car, love mi more than i love u, can support mi, sporty) waiting ....
| 080808=) | Aug 9, '08 11:19 AM
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| 28 july | Jul 28, '08 1:08 PM
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28 july 2008
today woke up at ard 1pm... nothing much to do ...watched tv.... then in th evening accompany my cousin to the market to buy snacks... she come my house to eat dinner first before heading to the market cos her mum went Malaysia so didn't cook... saw jackie at amkcc when on the way to market.. she's still so small size.. but i think she did grow taller... then talk to her awhile only and headed to market le.. i miss all of ur'll ( my amkss netballer )...miss your'll lots...=)
it has been quite sometimes since i last blogged. anyway , feeling very confused this few days. thinking about alot of things. dunno should i continue or really give up on it. haix.... there's alot of things keep flashing in my minds.  and . i really dun want think too much. trying to forget. thou is quite hard. i've been saying for so long le. it's almost abt a year since i gt this blog.will try to update .... anyway, i stop working at my gugu there le. now waiting for a new home based data entry job. maybe looking for another job too. unless gt people want support me. then i will be more than happy...hehe... still waiting for my the other half to appear. so hard to find... is already very late le.. is now 3:52am ..gg to sleep le. nite... take care everyone... BYEBYE!! LOVE UR"LL!! | quizz=) | Jun 11, '08 9:44 AM
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Try it... Quite true...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
My Test Result...
Test 1
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Test 2
What's your personality love style?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
| blank | May 19, '08 9:30 AM
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170508-itjustneedtimetoforget- | What Hong Wei Zhen Means |  You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!! (13 december) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! (14 december) celebrated both my brother and daddy birthday today.went downstair to eat =) followed by eating the cake=) wish them all the best in watever they do.=) love them=) ---> birthday cake =) --->g etting ready to cut=) --->cutting the cake=)  (mummy beside:)) ---->dividing the cake into pieces=) some pictures... breads from bread talk... -->the christmas tree!! (nicest!)hehe!! --->the santa clause!! (so-so!) --->the snowman!! <SPAN class=insertedphoto> (ok-ok!)  ----->that's mi...=)NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!! (quoted frm adidas =) but opposite of it, impossible is nothing) ---->standard chatered marathon ( 2 december 2007,sunday) umpokire,laopokpok,mi,slowpok | |
